What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But Scheiße.

I think someone has thrown a stone full of bad karma to me. This piece of metal has given me already too many problems. And a car accident is the icing on the cake. No more. Even if they can make it to revive this scrap, I am not willing to drive any more. It is worthless, I don't want more problems. And I feel it could be a good moment now to ennumerate some of the problems I've had during these 4 years of driving, in case I hesitate:

•  Plates stolen. Beginning of september of this year. This implies a report to the police, and being stopped in the middle of the highway by the secret police cause they thought the car was being stolen (it's likely that they used the plates to commit some kind of crime, or whatever...)

• Together with the plates, frontal light damaged, door damaged. God knows what they've done with the car.

• Two car removals, one in Madrid and one here, + 150 eur fee each one (approx). 
• Tons of fees. Money. Just too much money. 

• And just after removing the car (really, 5 min after), the accident. 

I am ok, nothing serious hapenned, the other girl had a bit of blood in the nose and I have pain in my knee, but it's not big deal. But it's shocking. It came suddenly, we didn't see each other because the sun was just reflecting so much...I was going to take one exit and she was going to take the opposite. We didn't see each other and boom. I just saw light and then the car in front totally damaged.
What is strange is the feeling you get afterwards, I don't know. I want to cry, I don't know why. And I have something in my throat which does not disappear. It's strange, I think it's just due to the shock of the accident itself, physchologically speaking.  But well tomorrow I'll be fine I guess :)
And nothing will stop me from snowboarding! Well, only money I guess hehe Let's see if my full insurance can repair this. For the moment the trip I planned to Estonia with Tom and his friends for some street sessions has to wait...:/
anyhow I will manage to move :)
Listening to Ludovico Einaudi.